Wednesday, 2 March 2011

leaking

Sometimes when I think about you, all I sense is an ocean wave behind a door...a loud crashing earthquake, a rushing, violent wind that is uncontrollable, unstoppable.

I think about this and I get scared. I think about you wanting to meet with me and I freak out. So I keep the door closed.

I am afraid of you and your love. It is dangerous and untamed, and it seeps into every area of my life. My lack of control scares me, so I refrain from meeting with you. I avoid talking to you because it reminds me of my helplessness.

Sorry. I'm even helpless in this situation.

5 comments:

  1. is this referring to me? i'm kidding! i have no idea who this is about. but stop hiding from love

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  2. Of course it's about you! Come backkkkk

    (mostly referring to God, though)

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  3. tamara! where are you??? dude I miss you georgia girlz... - Julia

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  4. I told you, I love someone else...

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  5. Tamara i feel the same way, a lot of the times. miss you girl

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