rebuke

me: i just want to be a part of my church community again
G: "A" church community again
G: any community can become yours
me: yeah
me: but ive been resisting joining up with the church here (getting to know them better, etc) because of what i long for in atl
G: mm yea I feel you
G: how about a new perspective?
you long for what you had in JCA, right?
but perhaps that was only beneficial with what you were going through at the time
just think: what if the community you have available is what God wants to bless you with NOW in THIS stage of your life, and you're not doing it?
if you pine for JCA, and JCA is not what you need, you will only become bitter and depressed
You're too wonderful to be BAD (Bitter And Depressed)
me: .....
me: i hear you, but i dont want to
G: I know dear
G: *hug*